During the fifteen years of my life, I have learned many things. Struggles have taught me to suck up my tears and deal with the fact that nothing is or ever will be perfect. As a matter of fact, I've learned to deal with it pretty well. Every time the world seems to be going well, I have to remind myself that nothing in this world goes without consequence. Remembering that usually comes off as a negative thing because I just wait for something bad to happen. The last time my world seemed to be put in a position closest to perfection, I was in for the worst ride ever. Times were definitely hard. From broken families to family shelters. We traded the best of the best for the worst of the worst. It seemed as if it was our fate to be riding on an unusual roller coaster. It starts out boring looking for excitement and you bring loved ones as you go higher along, trying to find thrill in a new adventure. As you get higher, some loved ones by your side every step of the way. At the top, you find more and more people clinging on to you, finding you as their pathway to the top. To stay at the top these people seems to act as if they are supporters when a only a child can see right through their phony eyes. We were at the top looking down to the envious people as they smiled and schemed a way to bring us down. Parents enjoyed this as they thought that this was the climax of their story when really it is only their inciting incident. They trusted all those clingers and so called supporters. You would have witnessed gullibility at its worst. They acted as though everyone had go intentions not knowing that they were Julius Caesar while the rest of the people around them were conspirators. The conspirators are the ones pushed us down the roller coaster forcing us to endure the pain and the horrible feeling you get. A short blink of the eye and you found us at the bottom, struggling to even take one more breath. Suddenly those people who were with us at the top and those we came with us to the top were no where to be found. The people whom we called reliable and trustworthy were gone, no hands were offered in our times of need. The people who did help did it with evil eyes and hatred who did it out of guilt not out of will. I thank them for them for their guilt because in all truth we probably would have been dead. Really. The reward they will be getting would probably be a large one seeing as though I practically owe them my life even though they seemed as though help was not their intention. Getting back up the roller coaster has been a struggle but it seems to be some what better than the "perfect" life. It is much easier now to spot the truthful and the loyal. It is much easier to focus on the more important details in life like family and being together. Now you do not have to wonder about why people are in your life. All these roadblocks and obstacles taught me many things that I know I have to apply to my life now and the future life I am going to have. I just need to learn to stop looking for the worst in every situation.